The one minute i feel shit is a phrase my cousin uses to describe how he feels on a particular certain day. He says it as a way to keep himself from getting too depressed. When i use this phrase it sounds more like a warning and like a saying. The phrase is meant to not get too depressed and reminds me that i need to be more aware of what i want and how to get it.
One minute i feel shit is an apt description of how a number of things can feel right now. For example, the fact that i’m currently in a car full of people who’s going to die in the next hour, which is a real bitch. The fact that i’m starting to feel a little sick, which is a real bitch. The fact that i’m feeling really sad, which is a real bitch.
I feel real shit right now. It is not something I can stop. I just have to keep my eyes open and my mouth shut and my heart beating.
This is the reason why I feel a huge need to ask people for more money. I can’t stop thinking about the money I wasted on the shit of those other people. Some of the other shit is so much worse. I feel like that shit is so much more real than any of the other shit people are feeling. I keep thinking about the shit I put in my mouth that I put in my ears too. I keep thinking about the shit I put on my back.