I don’t know what to say. I wrote it here.
I don’t think I’ve ever been in such a mood, and I’m not entirely sure what to say. I like writing, and I’m sure I’m a good writer, but I find myself writing here and there without a purpose. It’s like writing and then feeling like you’re having a breakdown.
I can understand that feeling, but when you dont have a purpose, you feel lost. It’s like youre going through life and you dont know who you are or what you want. Thats what I felt just now. I didnt know what to write here, so I wrote this, but I dont know what Im going to write about here. Its like writing a poem and then feeling like your poem is a piece of crap.
This is what I feel sometimes. The problem with writing here and there is that there are no ideas. The only thing youre allowed to write is “this is what I wanted to write about”, and as a result all the good stuff you write will be overshadowed by the crappy stuff. It doesn’t feel like youre having a breakdown, it feels like your brain is being drained of all the good stuff as you try to make sense of it all.
I’m not sure if its a bad thing or not, but I feel I’m just being a stick in the mud here. I used to be the person who was always trying to find the good stuff and give it a chance. Now I can’t seem to find it. I feel like I’m just writing about whatever feels right at the moment. And there’s no good reason for that.
I think one reason why we as humans feel like we get sucked into the world around us is that we try to be good. We try to be what other people want us to be. This can result in us being a bit more like the people who want to be good. Its human nature to want to be liked, appreciated, and to want to look good. Its human nature to want to be good at something.
This is the problem with the world we’re living in. We have all the technology, all the money, and no real motivation. We can’t seem to stop ourselves from doing things we know will make us happy, but we don’t stop ourselves from doing things that will make us miserable. It’s like the world is set up so that we are all motivated to do things that will make us unhappy in some way.
The problem is that because we dont know how to make ourselves happy, we get the urge to be unhappy about it. We feel the lack of motivation because we know it would make life more miserable, and so we do it anyway. We feel the lack of appreciation because we know it would make life less enjoyable, and so we do it anyway.
This is where the self-awareness comes in. Self-knowledge is the ability to recognize how we feel and what we want, so knowing how to make ourselves happy is the first step to feeling satisfied and motivated.
When you feel the need to be happy, you feel the need to be motivated. When you feel the need to feel motivated, you feel the need to make yourself happy and motivated.